liking this little space at the cafe.
yepp. its l'etoile cafe at owen road..it has this relaxing feel that made me wanna visit there again. i feel like visiting all the other cafes in singapore. shall do it when i got time.
today was bad day for me. feel so unproductive. 3h+ on 4 tutorials. im mad. and jam. walked 3 bus stops before to board 74 with D. kind of crazy. but i steady one. and as usual we chatted again uh. haha.
just feel that CNY is not so CNY anymore. having test. and tmr is my IJ challenge and it has to take the whole day.
no. i just felt that im being robbed of of my time.time and again, i need to tell myself that i'll be fine but, its kind of not. and all i can do was worrying about my tests with no signs of im able to manage my time better except waiting for CNY to end
WHATS THE POINT WHEN ALL THE TESTS ARE DURING CNY PERIOD. HOW THE HELL DO I WAIT FOR IT TO END WHEN IM SUPPOSE TO HELP OUT IN SO MANY THINGS?!
sometimes i really wonder whats the purpose of me here.
i really disliked myself at some point of time. when i see my aunt slogging out her guts. i do feel useless for not being able to help. and i will wonder for her. why is she doing so much. i just cant stand her doing so much things all by herself and yet. what i can do is limited.
At least, the only thing im proud of is, i went to starbucks to study. it was kinda nice, the time alone, doing something i want, altho the time is really short.
can you tell me that i'll be alright?
oh. i kinda didnt expect i'll tell u so much?
FUCK MY LIFE!!!
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