Woke up. Feeling as zonked out as ever. Just feel empty. The heart and mind is not together. I know that i'll brace myself. Whats worst that i havent gone through? But i remember waking up feeling unrealistic. Feeling unreal.
Thot of why it didnt work out. Because we are not suitable. Not that i dont wan to try. Its tiring to try. And i could just hurt u once again in the process. Or could be alot worser. No one can guarantee that the same issue wont occur again. Its just like no matter how much is tried. Its gonna be the same. I nv would ever wanna hurt u. It was never my intention. I know that whatever is said are useless cause i did hurt u.
Thinking of it on another perspective. U'll find another girl thats gonna be better than me a lot. Somebody worthy of you. Not me, someone who dno how to love, who dno what its all about. Who only cares about herself. Who only wans to stay in her comfort zone, satisfied with how life is.
So please, dont tink of me too much. Im not good. Stay strong.
And now. I'll just continue on missing you. And i'll be alright. I'll only remember all ur merits. How much u gave me. What u had given me. And how u made me feel. Thankyou.
Sitting down alone somewhere. Its been some time since i did that.
So now. What do i do with all those memories?
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