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its a series of misfortunate events and through all these, i came to understand certain stuffs. about how the nature works about how things work.. sadly to say. luck has not been with me and alot of things has not been with me but i chose to see things at the most dark point of view but yet not losing my vigour. please let me know if u understand the above sentence.

so

I FREAKING FUCKING LOST MY IC, EZ-LINK CARD and STUDENT CARD.

IC- been with me since sec3. ez-link-since last yr april. student card- april and awaiting to be activated for the clubroom.

I WANTED TO SAY FUCK MY LIFE. SERIOUSLY. for the past few years. i haven been doing any bad deeds mayb my mouth is jian but other than that. i swore watever i did was not against my conscious and u know what? this is what i get.

no, all i wanted to say was. if u dont want me to have a good life. why not the next moment when i step out of my house u just get a car to bang me down? why not? and let me endure such lives. im sick of everything here. whatever i have here. be it i have it or not. just let me die? plus i have no bf or children or pet, its the best way to end. why do u wan to let me suffer? im beginning to believe kindness doesnt beget kindness.it was just a wishful thinking of many others.

so i went to amk interchange but to no avail. and wanted to make a police report. waited for an hour plus to realise that loss if ic doesnt require a police report but an ica report. i believe that one day if singapore really came to any harm. the police cant do anything. and im serious. singapore just gonna die. great game.

after being angsty for the whole day. since i woke up, forced myself to go to work and now here i am typing this post. cause im too angry to in fact to think anything much. but i will have to do my graph later. the more i think the more its not making any sense. i just feel that its unfair. really. it has always been.

it was before i realised its karma. i agreed to accept starhub's complimentary scv channels for 3months. i kind of rejected it at first til the person say. its free for just 3 months and afterwards if you dont want it, just return the box set to us. its fair deal. when i gain the scv box(soon to be) the moment i agreed, its alrd been set that im gonna lose my ic, ez link and student card. and u know whats the most unfair deal. me gaining a scv box but losing 3items.

if i ever got those things back. i really really swear im gonna take so damn good care of it. but i really doubt so and i have the 'aftermath' to do. report of loss, doing the remakes. most of all. bringing passport for exams cause its my only form of identification. im a jokeee -.-

so after talking to you and a few. i kind of felt much better, thankyou.

so from angry... now become


sad..


until im learning to accept how things are now. but give me a week's time ? a week of hope perhaps? and oh yes. $100 bucks for loss of ic remaking of 1months time. $7 bucks for student card? and 3wks worth of concession. GONE JUST LIKE THAT POOF. and the polaroid with asc and yuxian ): ): ):



let me just have some peace before im ready to go on. sigh.

OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEB BABIES:

JACQUELINE WONG ; EDNA NEO ; ROCHELLE GOH

:DDD


self reminder: next post:
-date with erjie
-jacq's bdae celeb
-things to do aft exams

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