these memories will last, for eternity

“过去”是一个值得去的好地方，但绝对不是一个可以长久逗留的地方。

it's true. i was just considering to blog in chinese or not but lazyyyy. its so true that few days ago, i wanted to go back to amkss, but didnt. probably due to the fact that last fri i went back and last sun was gathering at Ms Tay's. it pointless cause even if i wannaa go back, it will be different, totally different feel, environment. most importantly, all those dearly loved ones are no longer there. so whats the point?

whats the point of clinging on when its not the same any longer? move on.

and i have definitely not much of a problem of moving on. Living here had taught me such life skills well. from p6 to sec4 till now poly. and in future, workplace, uni. whats more?

just sometimes, i wish time wouldnt pass so fast.
我们老得太快 却聪明得太迟

laughing at the sentence cause it meant so much. alot much more. time passed too fast and we learnt too slow. yes. we learn when we lose em.

just, not emo-ing but thinking. maybe abit. i dunno what and how to say because im reaching year2 soon, mean the year 3s are leaving. Well, they are such a fun bunch and i'll probably miss them tons. kinda wished that they wouldnt leave, but they gotta move on. and thats life. but im glad that i met them no matter what.

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these past days have been busy with tests. from mon til ytd. and next wk another 3 tests. this is what u get when the sem is ending. Honestly speaking, cant believe i had such a sianz cny of tests. zzz. but cant wait for holidays to comeeeee.

had meeting with mr Dy ytd night.kinda cool since i've not actually had meetings with tchers. fresh i would say. sometimes what i detest the most is SDAR for trying to butt into everything too much, this cannt that cannt. my rc life is so much more better. at least i can do what i wan. and then went for trng.

i kinda starting to wonder how much more i could endure. im not complaining or what but once i reached home ytd night. aunt nagged at me for not calling singtel. i had the fact that i had to do everything. every single thing. and when i failed to do it well etc. here comes the nagging.

my life pretty much sucks if not for my friends. sigh. quit talking abt them, just hope i could move out someday. thats all. without the expense of spending too much of cause and taking care of myself. oh, mayb the thing i love most about my home is my bed and aunt's super delicious cooking after a long day.

Recently i found out that im doomed. because im getting so used to my poly classmates, remember when i said out frequency dont hit? it kinda didnt matter now cause im just used to them being beside me. and in turn, the used to be v quiet me
in class, starting to wreck havoc now.. its true okay. i dont talk alot in class one^^

hehehe. proud thing is, influenced them to read about horoscope stuffs. yes. its definitely just for fun stuffs when im bored. i do believe in it but certain extent and certainly not obsessed to it, just amazed at how accurately the horoscope sayings could describe me! and of course, had some good laugh! haha.

last day of snw today and did parafan. super fun. its like also called parajump? well. once u start from top and then u just come down. its best when you jump. which i did. screamed my lungs out. when i reached the top i was like, can i jump? and when i was at the edge. i didnt dare to! but jumped in the end. it will be great if its taller!! felt like committing suicide! hehe

next time got chance, will try flying fox, bungee jump,cliff jump, jetty jump and parachuting. okay, thats lot! oh. wanted to visit all the exotic themeparks too.

quite a lengthy post but probably gotta wait some times before i blog next time, guai kia gotta study y'know? :D

and im still a newbie in tumblrrrr.
oh! cant wait for sat's study dateee. hehehehehehe.